Friday, March 29, 2013

Time for a HUGE change.............

I realize that its been a while since I've posted anything - I haven't given up on this blog, I've simply been on a massive and life altering journey these days - its been a process of embracing the authenticity.  Interestingly enough, through this process I have had to let go or distance myself from some of the people I considered friends, while at the same time meeting new friends or re-connecting to people that I've lost contact with.  One thing is for sure, I've never been happier (even amoungst some serious turmoil which I can't talk about) - I feel the most 'myself' I've ever felt and that is an absolutely AMAZING feeling!  Its also about realizing that in each and every 'present' moment, I am creating my authentic self - this is still a process, its an on-going journey - and I've loving it - how amazingly cool is it to discover that you can continually choose to be authentic at every moment and live a life of authenticity!  I'm finally so in love with........ME (not in an egotistical way, but in a self-respecting way)!!!  I decided to mark this change with a bit of a transformation - I cut my hair to suit my personality and have embracing a new hair colour - a rich, deep burgundy red - I'm wearing it with 2 lipcolours Train Bleu liner by NARS and Diva lipstick by MAC.  I actually used the Train Bleu as a swatch to get this colour - my hair colourist was able to replicate the exact colour of Train Bleu on my hair - she's amazing!!!  Check it out:




This process of transformation has been huge for me, I'm emerging as a new, more authentic 'me' - Its almost like I've been cocooned for so long and now I'm emerging as the butterfly - its time to spread my wings and fly...........Its time to keep shining, keep moving forward, keep feeling good about myself.  I predict that amazing things are on their way to me - that I will continue to "match the frequency of the reality I want" to create!!!  Namaste and complete gratitude for every lesson, for my Angels who look out for me, for God and the Universe who are the ultimate creators - Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!!!

4 comments:

Snezana Mahoney said...

Ooo, I love this edgy look on you!

Once again, you are able to carry off a completely different look!

Anonymous said...

Great that you have re-connected with your authentic self - that's why most of us go looking at colour/style/etc/etc in the first place and all points on the journey are valuable. Enjoy.

Anonymous said...

Recently discovered your blog through google and your seasonal analysis talents and I have to say you are inspiring. I too am studying to be a teacher and love makeup. You seem to be on a spiritual journey as I am too so you are inspiring and just the lift I have been needing. So thank you for a wonderful blog!

Renata said...

Thank you so much Anonymous for writing - I really appreciate your compliments and its comments like yours that continue to keep me inspired to write - I have felt for a long time that my colour and spiritual journey have been connected - every time I remove a layer of insecurity or become more authentic, the colours I'm attracted to also change - there is a geat book out there called 'colour energy' - I think you would really like reading it - the last time I was at whole foods I noticed that they sell it - check it out!!!